Morning 07.03.14 I am crying coz he told me he doesnt want me. He says this all the time. He knows it desyroys me. Then latrr he ll say he loves me. I bought nrw vlothes yesterday. The plan was to have a good day today. But that wont happen now. Ii am sad. I woukd like to just sleep. I dont want to shhow my face to anyone. I have a lecture. He is beside me watching breaking bad. I love him. He doesbt love me. He ll never be with me no matter ehat because I am just not the kind of woman he wants in his lifr. We have been together for 4 years ( in april). I wanted us to be a success. I feel like broken again n again.
HER LOOK THESE WORDS THIS IS EVERYTHING
A collage of me from mostly the chest up & some awkward angles.
This porn has to stop popping up on my damn dash!
i swear if i saw him on the street i ll just follow him.
Please. I think he is made fo me
“In the Church”
Someone asked my mother if I was “in the church” because she dreamed about me. My mother, being the honest woman she is, answered truthfully that I was not. Here’s where my aggravation with the Black Church rises. The question was not:
“Does your oldest…